nothing like a cup of joe!

In the midst of trying to understand myself and everything else that seems to happening around me, I find true comfort in one thing. Coffee. As ridiculous at it may seem, it does have some sort of calming effect on me (caffeine withdrawal???) After feeling very vulnerable last night I awoke this morning feeling somewhat better. I think my one true form of therapy is a delicate balance between coffee highs and large amounts of sleep. I'm really struggling to stay focused. While part of me would love to solve every personal conflict I have at the moment I feel obligated to put that on the back burner, at least until I have time which may not be until after I graduate...in December. So for now I am indulging in the comfort of coffee and new technology. Cheers to that!