I suck at this

Initially the idea of blogging seems as though it would be pretty simple. I mean...you type a few comments here and there and reflect on the happenings of this and that, but when you have no ambition to even muster up a few of these sentences it makes the blogging process somewhat of a pain. This is my first day using my new macbook on campus and I'm hoping that though its purchase completely drained my bank account, it will be an investment in my education this semester. I feel as though I have entirely too many things on my mind as well as on my scholastic plate this semester. It makes being productive more difficult than it needs to be. I have to admit that I am proud of myself though. I recently decided to avoid once again delving into a relationship with my ex. I felt that the lack of presence of this relationship would give me a little more piece of mind and potentially give me that edge I have been missing. So far its seemed to help. Without the continuous thoughts of Josh on my mind I basically only have a handful of things to be concerned about and they are a little less emotionally exhausting. So anyways, heres to better blogging, better studying and a better life.