Endings and Beginnings

I would have never imagined being in the situation I am right now. Broken up from my long time boyfriend of two years and yet living in the same house, ostracized from my abundance of "friends" I had once accumulated and waiting for the next phase of my life to come hurling at me. I am not typically the type of person who waits for life to give her some sort of sign or direction but I honestly wish that life would just take the wheel for awhile. It sucks being in a situation where everyone thinks you're wrong and the rest of the duration of your life is predestined for you to always be the bad guy. December cannot come soon enough...and then I'm gonezo.